2014

2014 has been somewhat of a mixed bag for me. At times I’ve hated it, and would happily erase the whole past 12 months, never to be thought of or spoken about again. But at other times it’s been the most incredible experience to date. I visited places I’d never been to before, my eyes have seen the most beautiful of sights, I’ve been blessed with nothing but continued love and support from my amazing family and close friends whilst also being embraced and welcomed into a new family.

I’d like to think I’ve come out of this long year stronger and wiser, so I thought I’d write a little something to say goodbye to 2014, and welcome with open arms 2015 and all the opportunities, challenges and whatever else it may have to offer…

So here it goes: Five things I’m thankful for in 2014:

Visiting Alaska.

To do so was easily the best decision I have ever made. I’m so thankful to my friend Emma who chose to study there for a year, because if it wasn’t for her I doubt I’d have ever chosen to visit. The mountainous horizon that goes on for days, being able to watch humpback whales swim in their natural environment, seeing the Northern lights on the morning of my 25^th birthday, finding starfish, looking up and watching a sky full of shining stars and exploring the insides of an ice-cave: it was very easily the most magical and enchanting of weeks I’ve ever spent anywhere. There’s something very comforting and reassuring about feeling so small surrounded by such a large yet peaceful and beautiful landscape (that doesn’t involve buildings), I simply couldn’t urge you all enough to go and see the breathtaking views for yourself.

My friends and family's continued love and support.

New friends, old friends, work friends, reacquainted friends, family and my two fantastic parents: without you and your encouraging love behind me 2014 would have been a hell of a lot harder. Thank you so much for everything, it has and always will be so very much appreciated.  I’ve also been fortunate to be able to see and spend some enjoyable quality time with both sides of my family this year. My Dad’s side at my cousin Helen’s wedding in the summer and my Mum’s side on Boxing Day at my Grandma’s: this very rarely happens so I’m definitely grateful for that.

Being able to spend another birthday with my darling Jaz.

People often don’t understand why I insist on going home for the week of my dog’s birthday, but she knows! The quick wag of her tag, the constant paw giving and cuddles on the sofa wouldn’t be missed for the world. Jaz has always been a blessing, this year in particular being even more so. I hope she realises just how much she is appreciated and that I, along with my family, are so lucky and thankful that she’s been a part of our lives for 13 amazing years.

Finding a home away from home.

No matter how many friends you surround yourself with, there’s absolutely no place like home. London has been pretty daunting and lonely at times and I’ve often felt the urge to run home and retreat back into familiar surroundings, routines and people. Three years after moving up to the big smoke and I’ve somehow had the luck of coming across the most amazing family who have not only welcomed me into their home, but also their lives. Marli is a constant little ray of sunshine, with whom I cannot spend enough time with! And her parents Diye and Flo have very kindly given me with the home away from home that I’ve been longing for since moving away, for which I am so very thankful.

The return of my writing.

I may not have written a lot (and the majority of which has been about X Factor!!) but it’s such a nice feeling to want to write again. I lost my mojo for a while but it’s slowly working its way back, which I’m thankful for. Writing brings me pleasure, so long may that continue.

I’m hopeful that the next year will bring some pleasant and long awaited changes and adventures, but as long as its filled with more smiles than tears and laughter than fears, plus a whole heap load more of furry cuddles from my four legged friend I’ll be more than happy!

Happy New Year all x